1. |
Interlocked
03:28
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the thought of another mistake that leads to yet
another tragedy
distraught with no sign
of escape
only to be deemed
lack of sanity
why can't i express my feelings
to the ones who love me
i promise ill keep fighting
these damn thoughts im having
an internal struggle
always happening within me
but i still try my hardest
to get through yet another day
oppressed in this world
designed to fail from the get go
but here i am regardless
to shine within this darkness
day by day
the thoughts keep fading
hoping they will stay
locked away at bay
maybe then ill be
able to think clearly
no more anxiety
constantly eating away
at me
leaving nothing
but bone
im worn
alone
in this chamber
full of strangers
always caught in the crossfire
of my internal conflict
unsure on what I require
to reign the champion
under the magnifier
expected to be perfect
lost sight of what I desire
the pursuit of happiness
I hope
that you know
I love you
I couldn't have gotten this far
if it wasn't for everything
you've done for me
I owe this all to you
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2. |
Red Flag
03:01
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the words
you've said to me
don’t mean anything
in the grand scheme
the lies
keep repeating
no more believing
all the shit you say
a never-ending game
forced into a position
commitment that
commitment that i never seen coming
day in day out
putting up a damn charade
bag over my head
searching for the eject button
trying to be
the image you have
painted of me
has worn me thin
why cant you see
you've turned your back
on everything
you promised to be
and now
im fucking out
removed myself from the notion
that you need someone else to survive
i can honestly say ive tried
but it’s not the life ive chosen
peeling back the layers
of who I thought you were
now I can finally see
the words never meant anything
it’s taught me one lesson
codependency wont be the death of me
breaking down your walls
been here for far too long
no longer will I settle
wrapped in your bull shit
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3. |
Carbon Copy
01:37
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a spitting image of the rest
constantly obsessed
with whatever ever they say
you’ll take it to the grave
no passion, just an empty chest
what is the attraction
to being just another
worthless human being
with nothing to call a culture
how is their satisfaction
in being just a number
no backbone, forcefed
amount to nothing more than
a carbon copy
1:1
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4. |
Redemption
02:25
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loss of ambition
something’s missing
can’t seem to find it
the meaning
every day
i'm barely living
without a reason
thoughts so heavy that i couldn’t feel beyond the numb
years spent wondering if another day would come
despair beyond repair or so that’s what I thought
anchored down, left here to fucking rot
endless affliction
wanting something different
only ever knowing
this imprisonment
enveloped darkness
feeling weak
left in shackles
with the key 6ft deep
wanting out of this lifelong mission
im withdrawing, retiring my position
through with it, done with it
never want to feel it again
tonight will be the last night
tonight will be the first night
of a life I finally lead
no longer wondering, pondering, wasting every single second
moving past it, im done
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